Not sure what to title this with...

No idea what's going on. No idea what to think about so much. Trying to stay as far away from these thoughts and drown myself with everything else 'busy'.

Is it working?

Not too well for now...

ugh.

I want to be able to go back to when problems like this didn't exist for me. I want to go back to having normal conversations which weren't occupied entirely with this.