Frustration...

You finally find one thing in life you are pretty sure about. You know what you want, you go for it, and you are more than happy with the outcome. You know you don't want to give it up, and are pretty sure you will never have to.

But you underestimated the ability of something else to become an obstacle. Or, you knew it was a possibility and just chose to ignore it - until it became too difficult to do so. And well, it became more than just a possibility. It became a reality. And now, that confidence of having that one, beautiful thing constant in your life is shattered. Deep down, you know you can't keep it. But you don't want to give it up, even though the longer you wait to give it up, the more difficult you know it will be for you, and the more "hurt" you will experience.

Feelings are too strong...
Frustration...