Hawaii!

So how many of you have been to Hawaii? It is absolutely gorgeous! I wanted to have my pictures on my computer by now, but unfortunately, I don't have them yet. Leave it to my brother to forget the digital camera [practically the only thing he was responsible for bringing]. Therefore, we had to get a disposable camera with just 27 exposures, which automatically meant that my family insisted on keeping it far from my reach throughout the trip simply because they knew if it landed up in my hands, we'd go through a camera or two per day, and my parents, being the cheap South Indians that they are, weren't about to go past camera #1.

In any event, let me just say, I've seen stunning pictures of Hawaii. I've seen the turquoise water, I've seen the tall cliffs and the crashing waves, I've seen the surfers, I've seen the volcanoes. I always felt that most of the pictures taken of any location and placed in travel brochures and websites had been touched up to give a more glamorous, desirable appeal. My trip to Hawaii was one of the few trips I have taken where I felt that not even those pictures did justice to the beauty of the place. I was awestruck to see the water really was that colour and the palm trees and the volcanoes and everything else that came with Hawaii was in reality far more splendid than any photo could ever capture.

A more detailed entry with pictures and descriptions to come soon!

Unwanted Burden

You don't have a clue, and you never will. Not that it even matters. It doesn't. Sometimes, just for my own sake, I wish you had a clue. Just for my own relief. I don't like carrying the burden of it by myself. So for selfish reasons, I wish you knew sometimes. But, again, not like it matters.

It just becomes difficult at times. And you, nor anyone else knows even a small fraction of it. Mostly because it wouldn't make sense unless you were me, and unless you knew everything that had happened. But you don't. And you won't. And I suppose it's always going to be like that. Perhaps it's better like that.

It's just hard right now. Hopefully just for a short while, but...it is.

roller coaster accident

This is unfortunate. Roller coasters are supposed to be fun and exhilarating, not cause for worry. It can be scary if you're a roller coaster freak like I am, but what are you going to do? Stop riding roller coasters because of an accident that occurred on one of them? No point in that.

Not sure what to title this with...

No idea what's going on. No idea what to think about so much. Trying to stay as far away from these thoughts and drown myself with everything else 'busy'.

Is it working?

Not too well for now...

ugh.

I want to be able to go back to when problems like this didn't exist for me. I want to go back to having normal conversations which weren't occupied entirely with this.